February 2011
according to @ethanpala, on feb. 26th
theadriancruz:
southbay team 1 vs. southbay team 2
I’m not going to play in this game, it’s just going to break my heart. </3
cdeeezy:
I hate that I love you. It’s like I want to punch you in the face and give you a black eye, then hand you a bag of ice so it doesn’t get swollen. Run over you with a car then call 911 on your ass so you don’t die. Or push you off of a 100 story building then run down to catch you.
You have to get hurt. That's how you learn. The...
January 2011
cdeeezy:
A lot of people seem to look right passed me. It just sucks when someone you care about is always complaining about how no one is ever there for them. Or how so many people have walked out on them. And you’re just standing there like, “Umm, what about me?” Was I not there for you when you needed me to be? I never left, I’ve been standing here this whole time waiting for you to notice...
It sucks when I get put second to the people that...
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Joy is NOT allowed at our YFC games.
Me: NO, WAIT. You're not allowed at the games anymore!
Joy: Why not?!
Me: Because.. all the boys are going to be all over you!
Joy: No! Hahaha I'll just dress as a hobo and sit next to you.
Me: -_- You'll probably get all the guys anyway!
Joy: NO!
Me: YEAH! Fine, I'll let you go. But you're going to have to wear a paper bag over your head.
Joy: Hahaha why?!
Me: Because you know why!
Joy: Fine I'll just sit in the corner forever alone then.
Me: HAHAHA, yeah! I'll make little holes for your eyes so you can watch and on the back of the paper bag, it'll read, "Hi, I'm Joy. Don't talk to me."
Joy: Hahaha, so mean!
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You're not worth it. →
cdeeezy:
I have officially reached the point where I’ve come to realize that you’re not worth it. All those sleepless nights where I would just stay up thinking about you until sunrise. All that time I spent blogging about you when I could have done something more productive. Or all those times where people would talk shit about you and I would always defend you really makes me think, “What did...
Anonymous asked: how can you webcam with the same people almost everyday for such a long time? thass just crazy, but i have to admit, i'm jealous. i wish i had something like that =[ you guys seems so close to each other, and it's cute ahahaa. i give you guys props.
I’m so tired of all this bullshit. I wanted to slap you so bad in the face last night, it wasn’t even funny anymore. I shouldn’t have talked to you, you ruined my night then and there. I should have just walked away, like you did. But no, you just mean too much to me to walk away from, as stupid as I am, I did accept your challenge to go outside to talk. Girl, you don’t...
It felt so good to be back on that court.
But there was something missing. Either it was that most of my chapter wasn’t there to cheer us on, or I was missing my Webcam Fam too much, or I wasn’t feeling it as much as I did before. I don’t know what it was, but I just wasn’t feeling it last night. I don’t know what’s was going on. Even though some people came up to my after the game, and told me that I...
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It’s all good guys, we all played our hearts out. Next time, we’ll get ‘em. Furreal, we did beast it today! So proud. :’D Trust me, we’ll get ‘em. We’ll have more people, to be stronger, faster, better. And a crowd to back us up. EXPLOSION!
cdeeezy:
I always tend to care about people way more than they care about me. Well, that’s how it feels like. I would do anything for them, but when it comes to me I’m just there until someone better comes along. They act as if I don’t need them when I really do. It’s as if they leave when I need them to remind me that they actually have my back. We were supposed to get through this together,...
Since it's 2am,
And I have all these different thoughts in my head, I might as well write them down, right? Well, here goes nothing.
Why does it have to be YOU? The one person that has hurt me the most, why are you always the one who is constantly on my mind.. I hate it. I hate the fact that I still care, that I still hope that one day you’ll come back, and everything would be the same way it was before....
Wait, WHAT?
@xangelicarlos, @joymallari and @theadriancruz are in VEGAS and won’t be at the YFC basketball opening game tomorrow?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
But it’s okay.. I’ll be fine..
Hopefully. D:
I'm gonna try this.
Everyone is right, I am starting to get closer to you. Is that a good thing? Hm, I don’t know. We talk everyday, I want to see if I don’t text you, what will happen. Because I sometimes feel like I’m bothering you. Let’s go see how this works.. Hopefully, you’ll notice. And if you don’t? Well then I guess, sucks for me. :(
So today in class,
Take You Down started playing. I know, like what the freak right? Exactly what I thought. Someone was playing their iPod on the speakers in class and the song came on, and everyones faces were just like O_O, while my face was like :D Hahaha, I really just started to laugh, lowkey in my head. I miss my Webcam Fam. <3
Cause I've been thinking about you lately, maybe...
Uh, this isn’t Bruno Mars, just to let you...
Happy Birthday to @k-craig!
Hope you had a wonderful day today. (:
Webcam Fam.
I miss you guys, like a lot. No surprise, huh? Haha, I bet everyone misses everyone. It’s crazy how we have been doing this since like November of last year, right? And it’s like nothing has changed since then. Well, of course. Back then, not a lot of us knew each other, but as we started to webcam sesh more and more, we grew into a family, or what we like to call it, a...
I wanna take you down, I really wanna take you down. Body, body, ohhh! Body, body, up and down.
Also. Sad to say, that after the many, many countless times I have constantly heard this song, these are the only words I know to this song, hahaha.
theadriancruz asked: or it woulda been like, "Coming up with a minute remaining. Cruz looking. Pascual. That's a three. BANG! Southbay by 6 with a minute to play."
janelllaaa asked: yes please! I haven't been to anything like that so I'm very excited :P
in this spring, i'm gonna take my talents to YFC...
theadriancruz:
tell me you get that joke.
HAHAHAH, you would. I’m really bummed we aren’t on the same team tho. D:
This week.
I’ve been looking forward towards this week for a very long time actually, and it happens to fall on the same week as stupid finals. -_____-
Why this week? Because it’s the start of the 2011 YFC basketball season. I’ve been waiting forward for the season to start, as soon as the last season ended. I get to see my YFC family almost every weekend, play in the most intense, fun...
